~Passover celebration. Matzoh ball soup and vegetable dipped in the Red Sea (this means we throw asparagus into a bowl of salt and water). I also think I just got pretty much drunk off of 1.5 glasses of wine. It’s been awhile.
~Sweet Matty helped me put away a rug today. He likes to talk about his actions and various accomplishments in the third person. He was laying on the rug and then I asked him to get up and then he sort of patted it gently while I rolled it up and he said, “Matty is being a good helper.” I’m crying.
~The time in New York is 9:22 p.m. and 46 seconds.
No matter what it is you’re feeling,
you’re not alone.
One day at a time. One hour at a time. One moment at a time. One millisecond at a time. One quadrillionth of a nanosecond at a time.
See, now you feel less overwhelmed, right? You’ve definitely got this. Don’t tell me you can’t keep going for a couple more of these nanoseconds right here. Excellent work.
1. Make sure you own a nice bed.
2. Sleep in it frequently.
3. Remember how nice it feels to flip over your pillow to the cooler side.
4. Check your pulse and hum along to the rhythm because it is music.
5. Write clear and make a lot of spelling errors. Get the poison out and don’t worry about it being neat.
6. If you can, do not shut people out. You will have good days and they should see them.
7. If you feel overwhelmed, go outside and scream. Find a nice empty park in the middle of the night and scream as loud as you can until your throat is bleeding. The world wants to hear you.
8. Let yourself fall in love. Believe it or not, there are people out there who want your blacks and blues.
9. Keep waking up.
10. Keep waking up.
11. Keep waking up. Maybe with someone next to you. tips on how to keep going (via girl-violence)
This mentality of ‘you got beaten by a girl’ being the best insult to young boys makes me sick
I am going to die of a heart attack before the age of 24 if I don’t do something about my emotional eating problem